Red to Black to Red

I've been overpaying my 401K loan for a while (not a lot but it adds up) and I thought it was almost finished because my payment book was almost out of coupons. I got all hyped on having paid off my only debt (aside from my car and the new school loans) only to call the automated system and find out there's a bigger chunk left than I thought. I might be able to swing it - I have to figure it out.

I hate owing money - oddly it's the having to remember to make the payment that annoys me the most.

I've been stalling on working on stuff for the party and I've realized it's because I'm really not all about the first project I have lined up - "Alice". I'll have to figure out what needs to change there, but I'm going to start on other stuff in the interim.

The Mermaid/Merman fixation continues. It's occurred to me that if I was a famous painter, history books would refer to my "Gladiator Period", "my Stripper/Go-go Period" and my "Mermaid Period" which would be more amusing in lectures than the color/obtuse theory period names.

Did you know there's a fetish for men underwater?

I'm hungry.