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[guywithmonsters]

I've been having really weird dreams lately and haven't been very rested when I wake up. They're hard to hold on to once I am awake, but last night had something to do with Mr Bear and I being in a 3 way relationship with someone who didn't like me. The third guy told me as much. We were on Fire Island only the little port area was HUGE. And there was something involving the reopening of an ancient aqueduct.

It was just very weird and distressing. Previous nights have mostly been about my having to come out to my wife (after coming home from prison) or just pretending to be straight and living with her. (I've never actually been married but in these dreams I';m either married to a woman or was previously and it ended badly). A large majority of this is just stress from work and school teamed with my little "life review". I'm tired and now I'm getting sick.

I blame bigsabu for getting me sick.

I have midterms tonight and am not so gung ho about them, but I've studied and feel I'll do OK. test of any sort freak me out. I've also been baking up a storm. I have an unnatural mount of cookies in the studio right now. I use the studio as my "staging area" when we have parties. Sunday morning I'll plate everything and cover them with saran wrap so i just have to bring them upstairs as I need them. Right now everything is in tupperware. It's like a food bank for the Cookie Monsters.

OK, time for the morning postings...

Comments

[how-i-lie.livejournal.com]

Food bank for Cookie Monsters? Yum!
Weird dreams are too tiring!

[chastmastr.livejournal.com]

Poor bear! Many hugs!